In the past, a Bucket List seemed like this haha thing. Like maybe if you have a terminal disease, you take it seriously, but for an everyday person, it was just something that people joke about. Lately though, I have been thinking about experiences I will never have. Like, the time and possibility of me ever doing them is gone by. I will never get experience pregnancy with an enthusiastic partner. I won’t get to share those little experiences and milestones with a true partner. Anything regarding my own offspring and their milestones is past. There is no going back there. I am starting to believe that I will never be loved passionately. Never really connect with someone.
so what is my BUCKET LIST
I want to travel overseas with the kids at some point
I want to visit all of the awesome parks in Utah, including Evermore
I want to hold a grandchild
I want to swim in a lake that has a waterfall that feeds into it
I want to live on the pacific north coast surrounded with my people and our wonderful land and community
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