Author: dragonmuppet

In the past, a Bucket List seemed like this haha thing. Like maybe if you have a terminal disease, you take it seriously, but for an everyday person, it was just something that people joke about. Lately though, I have been thinking about experiences I will never have. Like, the time and possibility of me ever doing them is gone by. I will never get experience pregnancy with an enthusiastic partner. I won’t get to share those little experiences and milestones with a true partner. Anything regarding my own offspring and their milestones is past. There is no going back there. I am starting to believe that I will never be loved passionately. Never really connect with someone.

so what is my BUCKET LIST

I want to travel overseas with the kids at some point

I want to visit all of the awesome parks in Utah, including Evermore

I want to hold a grandchild

I want to swim in a lake that has a waterfall that feeds into it

I want to live on the pacific north coast surrounded with my people and our wonderful land and community

Me – Jen – Dragon – She/Her

Husband – Scott – Deceased – He/Him

Oldest Child – Jasper – Absent – He/Him

2nd Oldest Child – Elena – Potate – They/Them

3rd Child – G – Gargoyl – They/Him

Youngest Child – Joy – Normal – She/Her

Ex Partner 2020/2021 – Patrick – Somebody that I used to know – It/Him/?

Ex Partner’s Child – Percy – Cora – They/Them

Ex Partner 2015/2019 – Titus – Gaslighter – He/Him

Mother – Debbi – Grandmother – She/Her

Oldest Brother – Marcus – Phuzz – He/Him

Middle Brother – Matt – Matty – He/Him